Sunday, May 13, 2007

abg fadil, if you're reading this, i wud like to wish u a happy 24th bday!!

neways, havent heard from big bro for quite some time. i wonder how is he now. hope hes doing fine. i still remember when i was so stressed up with maths few years back during the early years in the uni, he was there to lend me a hand. now hes silent. hurm.. kinda miss his presence. hope you're still reading my blog, big bro =)

ur bday is just around the corner. 19th may. i keep dat safe in my mind :)

some things people are quite confused.

1. i don't go to Chinese schools. my english is more Chinese than the Chinese most probably because i'm friends with the Chinese since i was 5.
2. i don't have any Chinese parentage. even some Chinese thought either my mum/dad is a Chinese. i know few simple Chinese words from my Chinese friends.
3. the process stage took place in the UK but production was in Kuala Lumpur. i was raised up here, and never been to overseas except for singapore[to visit the relatives during raya] & Mekah[to perform Umrah].

these are the most common questions people will ask me. i still have no idea why. i don't even have the Chinese looks.

so, you know why?

neways...

happy mother's day, mama!!!

Saturday, May 12, 2007

tim ajak g camping sumwhere kt banting tis evening. hurm... maybe not tis time kot tim. dad's not home & saye ingin meluangkan mase with my mummy. hee.. thanx but no thanx. i'm sorry =( some other time, maybe? thanx again tim for the pelawaan yg menggoda ;p

dad brought the laptop to his classes last week. after a 10mins pause...
student: sir, whose piccies are those?
dad: [surprised] my daughter's. [& he pressed one of the keys]

heee... sorry papa.. forgot to off the screensaver ;p

dulu pernah...
student: dira JH.. dira JH

hoho~


im off to klcc.. laters!!~

Friday, May 11, 2007

this is my 3rd entry of the day.

seseorang telah menyampaikan sesuatu yang agak tidak menyenangkan hati saya.

part of my heart says "never turn back" but the other half says "just let go".
i'm torn.
i need some time to think.
i think i'm letting it go.
i don't know.

i'm not giving up.
i'm not backing off.
i just don't know.

do i need any reason?
maybe.
i still don't know.

i'm praying for His guidance.
Please Allah, i need Your help.
i'm lost.
i don't know wat's the best for me.
wat's the right decision.
Please help me, Allah.
Amin.

got myself a new headset+mic. hehe. excited mcm jakun. now can calling2 kawan2 yg jauh dgn gembiranye!! una, shael, faiz, fad; lets voice conference!! ;p

ate red dragonfruit. sangat sedap. shael, u pun suke kan? ;)

saye dah start grading quizzes. kepada yg berkenaan, plz be good to me ;p ur future is in my hands. haha! evil X? ;p una, seb baek i baru amek dsp last sem. kalau X, i nak buli korang gak.. hehe..

हैप्पी बिर्थ्दय नुरुल्हुसना मद जन!!

sila decrypt, una :p

I send to you warm wishes,that your happiness will be as wonderful as the happiness you have always given me. wish you happy birthday, una!

sayang awk!! bff!! *hugS&kisseS*

Thursday, May 10, 2007

feel like writing something
but the words just couldn't come out

we're supposed to start the next module at 10.45 but it's 11.15 already & yet the instructor still duduk2 belek ape saye pun X tau. we can actually finish up tis first course in about a week but tis fella pegi extend and extend our time [break la kononnye] so dat he can get more $$$ la kot? haha! okiE.. now he's on the phone.. =)) cepatla start class weiiii.. haisy!!~ [kene tulis kecik2 cuz d'instructor is right behind me. hehe!]

yesterday was quite a bad day. i was stucked in the traffic jam for about 1 hour @damansara tol heading towards bandar utama! dangGg!!~ i nearly got an accident at the flyover on the way to kepong. tis new honda accord in front of me suddenly slowed down and stopped! dahla takde brake lights! signal pun takde. i pressed the brake pedal to the max & was only a few cms away from the car. Ya Allah~ only He knows how i felt at the mo. saket jantung yg teramat sangat! thank God I was save! =) Alhamdulillah.. & the worst thing i've ever done was: missed the junction to uia! i was at the back of this plus lorry, tah caner tibe2 dah nak ke genting.. luckily there were not so many cars & i managed to curik jalan. hick~ again, Alhamdulillah =)

towards the end of the rough day, someone came over to uia & made my day. thank you :)

life is full of surprises. dat was wat una used to say. & yes, it is. doesn't matter whether they're making u happy, or the other way round. but that's wat life is. u can't predict wat's gonna be before u. sometimes u feel excited, sometimes u feel down.

but just smile while u still can =) -unaberry

una, u dah submit ur new post ke belum? lame menype ;p

Sunday, May 06, 2007

going back to campus tomoro morning. things im going to miss the most:

1. bed + fat pillows
2. getting online

someone's patrolling his housing area again tonite. yesterday was his first time and alone. tried hard to keep him awake but i was the one falling asleep. hehe. Alhamdulillah, he's safe and sound up to this moment =)

gonna miss home badly!!! ;(

Saturday, May 05, 2007

I don't know whether this is good news or what. I decided not to let go my one and only passion. I won't stop writing. Okay, I know I'm suck at it but still, I do love to write. Hehe.

My blog was hibernating last week due to some personal reason which I think is better for me to keep it to myself. I'm sorry friends; I've been hiding some things from you. I'm sorry shael for not updating my blog for quite some time. I'm sorry for making some of u disappointed [ade ke pun yg rase mcm tu? ;p]

Anyways, I'm back! Safe and sound. Currently in active mode. Hehe. Thanks to you for giving me some motivation to start blogging again. Thank you friends for making me realize what I've been missing the most for the past X sampai 1 week. Hehe.

I've got back my laptop. yEay! For about 1 ++ months I’ve been using the desktop & surprisingly, I did notice some differences. And I actually prefer desktop to laptop because it is much more convenient. I love the BIG screen. I'm primitive. Hehe. Since I have both now, so there's nothing to be worried of! yEay! =) Can chat dengan bahagianye at ym also. Hehe!

Owh.. I'll be starting the MCAD course [which stands for Microsoft Certified Application DevelopmentDeveloper] next week! Monday is the registration and Tuesday will be my first class. I will be staying in campus for the whole program. I'll miss getting online every night. Why is the course so kejam to make the classes Mon-Fri from 9am-5pm? Owh man…! Anyways it's free, so jangan banyak cakap. Hehe!

Selamat belajar! Selamat bekerja! Selamat bercuti! =)

Ps: Shael, I'm very very sorry I forgot bout the outing that we were supposed to be having this evening. You should remind me cause I've been thinking of lotsa things sampai terlupe. I'm sorry. My bad. Forgive me, please?

Sunday, April 29, 2007

im not writing anymore.
i'll stop here.

.the end.